Monday, September 29, 2008

Sunny side up!

The ever-so-refreshing and vivacious energy laden in the very structure and composition of rising and the setting blushing fiery ball of gases, the golden sanctuary of pure wisdom and vigour, bears an inexhaustible fascination for the mind, body and spirit of every being composed of the the same five elemental fragments of nature in its innumerable proportions.
I started out this day unaware of the fates that this seemingly normal day would reveal to me, just to taken aback by the reminiscence of the long lost thought:

"That the sky is brighter than the earth means little unless the earth itself is appreciated and enjoyed. Its beauty loved gives the right to aspire to the radiance of the sunrise and the stars."
This thought held limitless meaning to me in my days of fatigue and despair, but why the sudden recollection of such lofty thoughts, I had yet to fully comprehend it myself, for the day promised to be an everlasting cherishable experience...


The faint beam of sunlight, cast through the wooden framework, beside my bed, upon my undescerning busy dreamy eyes, seemed as the Gods, by their pure delight at the playful youth of the morning, yearned to give me the pleasure of enjoying its beauty through the form of my ever smiling, ever genial, sometimes loud guide and confidant-My soul.

I felt an instantaneous jerk in my body on perceiving the crystal clear, accustomed voice of a very familiar person very close to scream, "Sujiiiiiiiiiith, get up, you are late by half an hour."I could feel bolts of chills running down my spine as i realised that I had to attend  school(DARN!School during holidays??GROSS!!)!My dad, a friendly, amiable man, had prepared the bathtub into which he expected me to soak myself, to pamper my insatiated soul(insatiated with sleep).

I could feel the pleasant vibes of the morning energy and a hearty enthusiasm surrounding me. After a leisurely bath, I had the fotrune of witnessing the exquisite splendour of  the auburn rays of the beaming sun, rise through the darkness of the evil dreadful night, destroying with ease, the sogginess of the dank atmosphere of disease and deceitfulness to replace it with the gaily smiles and wafts of pure breeze of the evergreen and everlustrous trees around.

School seemed a dreadful place compared to the natural beauties of nature, and the teachers, guards hindering us from enjoying these simple pleasures.But on compulsion, I attended school, returned home and blogged about negativity, evil and destruction(God alone knows why).

Later that day, something inside me urged for a change from the monotonous, wearisome activities of the day.I went to the house terrace to appreciate natures gifts...That seemed the most righteous thing to do, as I found myself still gazing and still lured...the more i gazed-awestricken-the more I was moved, the velocity of the gliding birds overhead, the calm soothing effect of the pure blue skies, with wafts of clouds looking as the snow sprinkled on a spotless surface, and most of all the vitality of the ardourous sun, enclosed within its wide arms of love and passion for the living, gleaming with comforting rays of warmth took me to a place, filled with the warmth of love and and security of a passionate friendship...I was mesmerised, I was lost, I had no intentions of returning from paradise!Yes, i was in a paradise!

For about half an hour I stood, still wondering about the wonders of nature and its simple miracles...lost in my meditation, I suddenly realised the sun growing deeper and darker, what can be described best as the crimson pal of the evening.A commoner on the street, who seemed to have his headfull of grieves, seemed to be in a confusion of weather to take the next bus or move in an auto. Tom(remember my friend??) described it as the rage of the Gods for the sins of men...I had a view of my own.The crimson sun, descending behind the rosy red tree, laden with beautifully fragrant flowers reminded me of passions, long lost and half forgotten.

Later, the same evening, the chirping of the birds, reminded me of Linkin Park(what the!!??).It was sumthing like :

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me 
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

The sun
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me

As i started murmuring the extract to myself, two love birds perched right behind me, in the branch of a tree(what luck!),they sang their songs of love and life and all the while i was further moved into unrecoverable heaven!!
And finally it was time, I had to depart and so did the sun. He had o inspire the souls of many more people around the world.I gave him the best salute of my life and with a heart filled with emotions, I gobbled up a huge cheese pizza from pizza hut!!

The Destined Downfall

Hey guys, I'll be coming up with these short snipets, from time to time...just like mini novels of my imagination!!...Enjoy guys!!My life has been a roller coaster of events, partially acquainted to myself and the rest, resting ecstatically in the gory hands of metaphysical spirits, who in their own due course have lauded upon me the limitless extents of despair, doom, despondency and thus the inevitable hopelessness that haunts the very lifeforce on which living beings thrive on the deadly world of horror and humiliation.That being said, one cannot deny the obvious fact of the heights of harmony, bliss, delight and ecstacy my life has witnessed.Of the two, obviously contradictory ideas, the former seems to engulf the vitality and vigour of the latter by an unprecedented extent.

This was my attitude a few years back:
Suj : Yo, dude, have we met before?
Stranger :No
Suj: Never mind, great friends were once strangers.Mind accompanying me to a party next week?
Stranger :I dont know...
Suj : Ahh dont be such a party pooper. I know what, I'll even lend you one of my brilliant ideas to get you dressed like a rock star, you are going to be the the star of the show, what do u say?
Stranger : If you insist...
Suj : Cool! Here is my cell number:1234567890, call me once u get home.
Stranger :Ok 
Suj : Catch ya later dude, chaoo...
Stranger : Bye


And now this is me, the present day Sujith:
Suj : *blank*
Stranger(the same guy) : Man you so rock! You turned me over a new leaf, I owe you one!!
Suj : Good, thank you.
Stranger : Are you in the groove to make some moves, buddy?
Suj : No.
Stranger : Nevermind that, how about hanging out in one of the cool new discos this rocking night??
Suj : Sorry, not really interested.
Stranger : Ahh, don't be such a wet blanket, I still know that you have the groves to make people move to the banging beats of your playful youth!!
Suj : If you say so...
Stranger : Let's get moving before we are 90 shall we??
Suj : 90 is a long span of time for someone so bored as me...
Stranger :Ahh dont tell me you are ready to give up the ghost just yet!!
Suj : I'd rather do that...SOB!
Stranger : (what a freak!!)chaoo!


Yes, I can feel it right under my skin. It is consuming me, tearing me into shreads from within. The hallowness of my delicate heart frightens me. The bloody past, wrought with with fear of the unknown, and the blood freezing vision of the cold, heartless future leaves me shivering under the wrath of the unknowable, deserting my body in its vain crave for protection and the soul, lost in baseless, yet so destructive forces of the evil nature of man and his deeds. The fearful guilt has lost all its meaning and relation to the physical body and I feel the weightlessness, like the same feeling of a man stranded on freely falling body. My heart knows no fear, although it is trembling like the flawless motion of the wings of a honey bee looking for the heavy sugar laden honey, how I long for the return of of the ever-so-sweet honey!

I used to be normal, yes, even if that is now a long forgotten dream...forgotten under the burden of the intolerably painful measure taken by the almighty.But why on me??

I used to have friends, friends whom I could actually rely upon, friends to stick to me thruough thick and thin, friends to share my joys, sorrows, secrets, and much more. Not that I am alone now, but the freinds I have now are empty minded, cold-hearted, vendictive creatures who look down upon me, cursing me, comparing me wretched hearless creature...O the Pain!!

I used to enjoy life's beauties, just as any normal man would, the simple joys of an affectionate smile, the pleasure of feeling the support of a firm shoulder of a friend, the beauty of every relationship!Not any more...

The simple joys of life gradually faded away under the towering might of evil and negativity.I could no longer see the angel in my companions.I crushed every blooming flower and trampled every helpless creature.I set my sights on world destruction.The goal seemed larger than life but I had the courage to endure the consequences.And then it all began...



TO BE CONTINUED..........

Friday, September 26, 2008

Resplendent Rhapsody

Firstly, I would be a petitioner to the effect that any person who firmly believes in the presence of a kind heart in his mortal physical body would pay their homage to a most noble innocent soul, which at this very moment is looking down upon you all and mocking at every living creature, at the hardships they are suffering while it is the midst of eternal bliss!!

Yes, I was referring to BRUNZY. As mentioned, I did return home early, just to be informed of the fact that God's affection for Brunzy had increased manifold through the night and so He borrowed him from me.No, I am not crying guys, neither am I totally distraught with sorrow.On the contrary I rhapsodise for the freedom gained by him, from this physical form, free from all worldly bonds and physical obligations!!

FREEEEEEEDOM!!!!!LIBEEEEERRRRRTYYYYY!!!!!!PEACEEEEEEE!!!!! 

To BRUNZY:Yo dude, wazzup?? :P .....How's the weather there??and yeah, enjoying with the gals??(chill man jus kidding)....man i am in desperate anticipation of ur return...jus inform me of  ur next form dude, ill be der to pik u up...swear!!until next time.....chaaooo!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Curse the creation!!

If "Hell hath no Fury like a woman's Scorn", "Creation hath no Scorn like SUJITH'S Fury"!
Curse the creation and curse the mindless god damned
  Pandora!RUTHLESS!!MERCILESS!!DISGRACEFUL!!If only I had one,(just one) wish all I would would wish was that DEATH should be attained by all living universal organisms peacefully and without suffering (i.e. if not possibly avoided).

The INTENSELY RAGING VOLCANO OF DESPERATION AND HELPLESSNESS RAVAGING in my being  is probably unfathomable by the delicate mortal brains!If given a chance, I would probably express my anger by screaming my soul out or maybe even destroy the entire world in this fit of rage!But then, I would be going against my purpose of this post by murdering every living being on this selfish, self centered,   cruel, heartless world!!

The cause of my anxiety lies in the suffering of my 20 DAYS OLD FRIEND lieing on the streets, fighting for life, imploring the Gods to protect him by any means. His mother being hopelesslly helpless, has shattered my heart into innumerable bloody partitions which are cying in pain, anguish and misery!

No, its not a helpless street dweller, its my closest buddy, a little puppy, whom I fed 5 hours earlier with this same bare hands (which are now trembling with temper) now lies struggling, screaming out loud for help. The Gods grow envious of too much content anywhere and show their jealousy in an instance..BUT WHY ON A HELPLESS CREATURE WHICH CAN'T EVEN DEFEND ITSELF!!!!!!!!!


I was studying for my computers exams due the next day and chills ran down my spine to hear someone or something groaning in a gripping pain!!I ran out to find myself boundlessly shocked to find my BRUNZY, smeared with blood all over, and looking at me as if to bid me the final goodbye!!A dog from the neighbouring street had attacked this kid, according to the facts I received.

My heart, drowned in sorrow and depression!BRUNZY'S leg was badly damaged, and for a 20 day old guy, that can be fatal!I wanted to run to him and take him to a veterinary doctor, but that idea was strongly put down from my family members saying that his mom might attack me mistaking me for an enemy.But you know what??I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!My own life is no match for his!!I couldn't(even after repeated tries) succeed in convincing my parents that I will be safe.Well guys guess what, I'll be home early tomorrow and NO MATTER WHAT, I am taking him to a doctor, provided he endures the pain till then!!!!!

AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

THE FRUSTRATION!!!!!!!!

Hold on BRUNZY, your pal won't let you down!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Back to the BODHI...Part 1

Hey you all, I have lately been engrossed in my thoughts of life, love, friendship etc etc...I am also kinda busy sorting out my life preferences and priorities...so could you guys help me out by way of your coments?I shall be ever grateful(or so i say)...so here it
 goes...


What is the purpose of life??
Is death a neessary end to all mortal creatures on earth??
Where in the world in hell??And where the hell is heaven??
Why do people fear death when evryone knows that death cannot be avoided?(or can it be??)
What is the concept of soul??
What exactly is love??
Why do people FALL in love??
Is friendship the form of love between two minds??
Is love frienship of souls??
Do ghosts exist??
Are all ghosts scary??
Why am I asking all these stuff??
Am I crazzy??
Is evryone on earth crazzy??
                                              




Will be back with more philosophies of life in the next monthly edition of BACK TO THE BODHI!!Until then chew on these questions...

EMPOWERMENT from Within-1

"Even if I knew that tomorrow the world would go to peices, i would stil plant my apple tree."Now that's optimism.Lets undertake this mystifying and yet queerly amusing journey about SELF and JOYS of life.
1)How often do you find yourself in desperate situations each day where you unconciously(or so it seems) blabber stuff like "I can't", "I give up", "its so hectic". Do you even realise the amount of negative energy you feed your brain with such brainless statements?Did you know that these kind of statements accumulate in our subconcious and reflects in your personality in the long run? They say face in the index of the mind, I beg to differ, I say our THOUGHTS are the index of our mind.Try this activity, everytime you catch yourself saying something negative or having
any such thoughts in your mind, conciously replace such thoughts with positive aspects, the brighter side of the so felt negative feeling.It may be easier read than done but believe these are the words from an experienced person in the field of personality manipulation(*cough*, *cough*, DARN!)



2)I have heard it takes 28 days of repitition of the same activity to make anything habitual in our lives, I say that it takes WILL POWER and maybe just one trial to become habituated to any stuff.How important is will power in our present lives where PEER PRESSURE and PARENTAL PRESSURE, gnaw at the very existence of the life of a student!(Poor souls)?If you ask me(I'll tell you even if you don't),  a HELL LOT!!(or maybe a HEAVEN LOT--refer part 1). (So in a nutshell...where there is a will there are 500 relatives :P)I have this very good friend of mine whose will power limitlessly amazes me, he is named TIMOTHY TOM(meet my imaginary friend), who features all the ultimate qualities every mortal human may someday in his life aspire to acquire.
Here are a few to get you started about him:
1 Courage
2 Bravery
3 Optimism
4 Faith
5 Loyalty
Yeah, he is one heck of a guy...(Wait for posts with respect to incidents regarding him)

Summary:This edition of Empowerment from withing was just an introduction to values of life, will be back with a new edition each month, just keep me informed by your comments about this and all other posts guys!!Meet u next time.....chaaoo!!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Normalcy redefined(huh??)

Ok this post is to inform you people about my experience on this tragically comical day!Its 6 48 right now and till now evrythings seems mechanically montonous, sulky and boring!Just the fact that I had this creepy and irresistable urge to read horror adventure stories first thing in the morning that baffles me.


Ill be reporting the incidences as they unveil with the progression of the day.


Now i am back from the English exam and a bit relaxed...hey let me show you a bit of my work in the paper today

"After the auburn rays of the harsh sun withdrew from the violent sky, it seemed as though the crimson gate of heaven extended a warm welcome to the matyrs, of the bloody war of independence, who sacrificed their lives to earn freedom for their motherland."Not bad for a story with a tragic ending huh??

English paper was surprisingly easy this time round(Hope the other papers go down well too).Got to answer the Sanskrit paper for 3 long endless hours tomorrow!(Please cooperate my dear body-I am going to get you a cozy message if you do)OK i am off to prepare for that right now.



Ahh the boredom!!O lord why in ur heavenly grace did you have to grant this disgraceful gift to humans!!Why can't people always be engaged in some meaningful activty and always seem to enjoy what they are doing!!Studying the GODLY Sanskrit (rather mugging up the entire book) has almost drawn away my lifeforce!!

Ahhhhh!!I just realised that ther is nothing a bit of yoga and self centered meditation cant cure!!Shirshasana for about 5 mins and meditation with your favourite rock band blaring into your ears through your headphone can give you the exact mood you want to achieve for studying a devotional subject like sanskrit!

Well it surely turned out to be a hectic day since 6 30 as the power cuts in our area forced me to study in candle light!Imagine my pathetic state of affairs...NO light...NO interest...and basically NO peace of mind!ARRRRRRGHHHH!!

Lady luck semed to be favouring me a bit later on...the power was restored!!Even as I rose to rejoice I was reminded of the stoic principles of which I am a firm believer, and true to its nature I had to bear the consequences of expressing my joys, TOTAL SILENCE and BLINDING
 DARKNESS encircled me...I realised that lady luck had other plans in store for me as the power went out!!Things couldn't get ny worse.3 more chapters and the burdensome grammar portions to be memorised and that too in the strenous candle light which my eyes so hate!

Just when I was about to give up and collapse under the weight of my tensions and fears the
 faint glow of hope in my heart started shining brightly and I could feel Adrenaline flooding my body!!With enlivened spirits and inspiration coupled with a pinch of determination I resumed my work!

And now finally my day is done and so is the revision for the exam...wish me the best guys...I'll need it!!Goodnight!Take care!

P.S:NEVER GIVE UP!!!!

Monday, September 15, 2008

And now presenting.....ME!!

Hey all, woow my very first post on this blog.Feels great.
Lets start off.Firstly I am going to make it clear that my posts wont match the standard you would expect from a scholarly blogger (u guessed it right-I LOVE Mark Antony) 
You better be accustomed to acronymns such as "dis""dat"u"etc.
I am dis highly philosophical guy.Some people even classify me as "mindless" but to dos dammed guys who do i jus wana say "get a life"!ahem...that felt good, now just in case you feel interested in me and contact me u may contact me @ 2669357 and be taken over by ghostly spirits(lets wonder y later)

just letting u kno de real motive driving me to post this post-i am brushing up my skills anticipation of a english essay regarding "floods" or "fire" or maybe a "tornado in bangalore" in my English paper tomorrow!(i so hate my such mindless topic)!!Even a topic like "Aliens take over earth" would be better!

moving on, i dont need to speak more about myself right now, i will let my posts do the talking!signing off on a happy note, "muhahahaha"(ahh that feels gr8)