The Destined Downfall

Hey guys, I'll be coming up with these short snipets, from time to time...just like mini novels of my imagination!!...Enjoy guys!!My life has been a roller coaster of events, partially acquainted to myself and the rest, resting ecstatically in the gory hands of metaphysical spirits, who in their own due course have lauded upon me the limitless extents of despair, doom, despondency and thus the inevitable hopelessness that haunts the very lifeforce on which living beings thrive on the deadly world of horror and humiliation.That being said, one cannot deny the obvious fact of the heights of harmony, bliss, delight and ecstacy my life has witnessed.Of the two, obviously contradictory ideas, the former seems to engulf the vitality and vigour of the latter by an unprecedented extent.

This was my attitude a few years back:

Suj : Yo, dude, have we met before?

Stranger :No

Suj: Never mind, great friends were once strangers.Mind accompanying me to a party next week?

Stranger :I dont know...

Suj : Ahh dont be such a party pooper. I know what, I'll even lend you one of my brilliant ideas to get you dressed like a rock star, you are going to be the the star of the show, what do u say?

Stranger : If you insist...

Suj : Cool! Here is my cell number:1234567890, call me once u get home.

Stranger :Ok 

Suj : Catch ya later dude, chaoo...

Stranger : Bye

And now this is me, the present day Sujith:

Suj : *blank*

Stranger(the same guy) : Man you so rock! You turned me over a new leaf, I owe you one!!

Suj : Good, thank you.

Stranger : Are you in the groove to make some moves, buddy?

Suj : No.

Stranger : Nevermind that, how about hanging out in one of the cool new discos this rocking night??

Suj : Sorry, not really interested.

Stranger : Ahh, don't be such a wet blanket, I still know that you have the groves to make people move to the banging beats of your playful youth!!

Suj : If you say so...

Stranger : Let's get moving before we are 90 shall we??

Suj : 90 is a long span of time for someone so bored as me...

Stranger :Ahh dont tell me you are ready to give up the ghost just yet!!

Suj : I'd rather do that...SOB!

Stranger : (what a freak!!)chaoo!

Yes, I can feel it right under my skin. It is consuming me, tearing me into shreads from within. The hallowness of my delicate heart frightens me. The bloody past, wrought with with fear of the unknown, and the blood freezing vision of the cold, heartless future leaves me shivering under the wrath of the unknowable, deserting my body in its vain crave for protection and the soul, lost in baseless, yet so destructive forces of the evil nature of man and his deeds. The fearful guilt has lost all its meaning and relation to the physical body and I feel the weightlessness, like the same feeling of a man stranded on freely falling body. My heart knows no fear, although it is trembling like the flawless motion of the wings of a honey bee looking for the heavy sugar laden honey, how I long for the return of of the ever-so-sweet honey!

I used to be normal, yes, even if that is now a long forgotten dream...forgotten under the burden of the intolerably painful measure taken by the almighty.But why on me??

I used to have friends, friends whom I could actually rely upon, friends to stick to me thruough thick and thin, friends to share my joys, sorrows, secrets, and much more. Not that I am alone now, but the freinds I have now are empty minded, cold-hearted, vendictive creatures who look down upon me, cursing me, comparing me wretched hearless creature...O the Pain!!

I used to enjoy life's beauties, just as any normal man would, the simple joys of an affectionate smile, the pleasure of feeling the support of a firm shoulder of a friend, the beauty of every relationship!Not any more...

The simple joys of life gradually faded away under the towering might of evil and negativity.I could no longer see the angel in my companions.I crushed every blooming flower and trampled every helpless creature.I set my sights on world destruction.The goal seemed larger than life but I had the courage to endure the consequences.And then it all began...

TO BE CONTINUED..........