The Nauseating Demeanour

There should exist in this world, among men, no class differentiation, no ranks, no castes, no religion.Like everyone, I am in total agreement with the notion.It is only when people reach the limits of this conception, that they elude from the norms of humanity to indulge into unelucidatable deeds bringing shame to their intimate fellow beings and the society to which they closely associate themselves and cause them to hang their heads in utmost ignominy, humiliation beyond the power of words to express.

Hence moving away from the popular notion, there always exists two sets of people in practicality-The Distinguished and The Discreditable.Although it depends on the observer as to whom he considers as belonging to which cluster, there happens to be certain underlying structural standards, not complying to which, the observed inevitably forces himself into the latter congress.

These lost souls seem to have been shrouded under the veil of the unreal, the seemingly famous, the seemingly expected, the in-reality base inhuman conduct.They seem to derive pleasure of the suffering of their companions, of the unacquainted and even people of their own class, like vampires, having lost their shadows, live on life of innocent humans, incourse of time leading to their own downfall by the righteous and the imposing persona of the charismatics.

The time of the psychological passing over from boyhood to manhood is a movable feast. The legal date fixed on the twenty-first birthday has little or no connection with it. There are men in their teens, and there are boys in their forties.Yes, but all men are not raucous and disruptive, nor are all boys the innocent angels of the era.The genial smiles of the disgraceful portion of boys can hold the evil demon, burning with negative thoughts unfathombale by the fragile minds of the dignified.The culture displayed by their countenance often has no relation to their misguided souls bodies and minds as my friends and I recently discovered and discovered it to find ourselves as the victims of such unparliamentary behaviour which disturbed our ignorant blissful minds...or in fact was it parliamentary behaviour??

And then there is the other category of misguided souls, who impetuosly trust their hearts out for every infatuation and end up in the dark corners of deserted alleys, heart-broken and lost in (what they consider as) unrecoverable depression.Fine, go ahead, die with depression, like I care??Why should I bother about people who never seem to be worried about anyone except their own selfish eccentric souls, if not for my principles of general wellbeing and satisfaction for all??OK...now this upsets me to the utmost-You wake up one morning unaware of what the deadly conspiracies the night has had on your part to be informed that you have been held responsible for having lost your heart to a person whom you consider a true friend and nothing more??Is this a necessary end to all friendships??LOVE...a substance so pure, a feeling so inexplicable...yet often considered most common...NO its not common, its special, its unique...as pure as the.....well it has no comparison!!And yeah I firmly believe there is no match to the love of a Mother, the security offered by a Father, the pure affection and trust of a sister and LOYALTY of a FRIEND....as far as crushes and any other love is in consideration, I have no clue about it...

And i do this very rarely "PLEASE lord, save me from this horrible world!!"